It’s hard to imagine your life being on any path, other than the one you’re on.
If your life is going well, you tend to think it will always be like this. If you know God loves you, he’ll always do so.
Or perhaps life’s going badly. You’ve made some big mistakes; maybe you feel you’re paying for them. God will always judge you. He’s written you off.
It’s inevitable. Inevitable God will bless you. Inevitable God will push you away.
It’s easy to feel like that.